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Friday, May 27, 2005


Hmmmx... yesterday neber cum update worxz... sho i'll update todae lorhxz....

[[ 26.05.05 ]]~
Haiix.... it's juz another miserable day lorhxz.... wat can i say...? early in the morning came to sch... saw hiim... but den wat can i do..? i realise i dunnch hab the courage to go and tok to hiim le... i myself oso dunnoe y... sometimes i realli hate myself.... i noe i hab to grab the chance to tell hiim... but... the prob ishh i dunn dare... maybe ishh becuz we neber tok to each other ferr sho lonng le... and he've changed le... norrt the innocent and cute little boy i noe siince secc 1 le... everyone ishh telling moii to grab the opportunity or else it will be too late.... hu noes..? maybe he already hab stead le... all ishh moii de wishful thinking.... haiix... every morning he sit there oso dunno ferr wat... tok to his stead..? or maybe waiiting ferr moii..? [[ thiink too much liiao, i noe ]]... but i realli wan to noe the reason... haiix....


Nothing much happen in class todae lorhxz... as we hab 3 periods of free period... hahaxz... ah soong gorrt thiings to do... but gorrt assignments ferr us larhxz... he where gorrt sho good... free lesson nothing to do...? den d&t split clz... sho quieter... but this henry quek hor... sho KPO!!! cum our clz nag nag nag... haiix... den Jun feng, Tao ming, Hui yu and Kun wei bon their d&t cum joiin us... cuz free lesson mahx... hahaxz... den Jun feng and Tao ming both sit beside moii... wan copy a-maths... but moii oso dunnoe how to do... sorrie arhxz... moii slack liiao... haiix... den we tok instead of doing the a-maths worksheet... hahaxz... thiis kang hong... keep singing song... den all off-tune de... buay tahan... hahaxz.... den lata tiime pass bery fast worxz... recess liiao... hahaxz... moii rush go buy food... hahaxz... den saw hiim... queueing up in front of moii... haiix... sad.... den lata go join pui and bel they all lorhxz... den chit chat... haiix....


Den lata in class tok tok tok agaiin lorhxz... help lydia wriite the 'tong hua' de lyrics... haiix... alot of words dunnoe how to write arhxz... kena corrected by tao ming... haiix... moii chi oso drop liiao larhxz... haiix... den after sch go cwp wiib rou huii... haiix... go the cathay take escalator tt time gorrt thiis stoopid policeman ask us which sch are we from... tell hiim 5 to 6 tiimes still cannot hear.. DEAF izzit... IDIOT!! den ask we sch release le still dunn go home come here see movie in sch U!!! KAOZ... idiot lorhxz... FARK larhxz... we come here see movie or norrt ishh our business riight..? need euu care meh... gorrt sho many ppl in SCH U oso u dunn catch, catch moii and rou huii.... stoopid... we look lyke those hu will commit crime de mehx...? IDIOT lehx... MOOD SPOILER niia... den lata wanna eat den cannot eat liiao larhxz.... den in the end eat duriian ice kachang... the duriian niice niia... haiix... thiis rou huii scary niia... can read moii miind... watever i wan say all let her say out liiao.... haiix... we both lurve CHOCO, sour & spicy, durian and choco mint niia... haiix... dunnoe in our previous liife are we TWIN sisitax norrt... hahaxz.... den lata eat finish liiao sho cold sho walk back home den slp liiao... hehex... tt's all lorhxz... IDIOTIC POLICE!!! MOOD SPOILER!!!!



[[ 27.05.05 ]]~
Hmmmx.... todae oso nothiing much happen bahx... onlii early in the morning go clean table lorhxz... hahaxz... mdm farah split our class into half worxz... half stay at the spare room there and clean the tables... the other half go back our clz and clean our tables... hahxz... hmmmx... moii ishh go back moii former class de... hehex... todae will be our last day using the spare room le worxz... haiix... use long le kinda mishh that class... dunnoe why liike that... once moii used to somethiing and euu ask moii to leave i will fell sad de... 'YI YI BU SHE'... hahaxz... den cannort see moii papa, di di and others le... haiix.... sad sad.... most importantly i cannot see hiim le... haiix... anyway neber miind larhxz... cuz moii can see hiim everyday i happy le... 'xin man yi zu le'... i dunn ask for more... i juz wan hiim to stay happy and healthy... den i'm happy too.... hmmmx... sho todae clean table lorhxz... sho happy cleaning... was playiing too niia... rashid they all larhxz... keep splashiing water and the soap bubbles onto us... stoopid siia... make moii skiirt dirty niia... haiix... den lata wah... suddenly the table sho clean... but moii de table cannot clean niia... haiix... jun feng larhxz... tt time common test seat moii table go vandalise it... haiix.... but neba miind larhxz... i lurbx moii table... now see the whole class table bery clean before september holiday see agaiin, all back to normal de... hahaxz....


Hmmmx... den after recess... O o... take back report book... wah lao... sux larhxz moii results... kaoz... drop 10 position niia... muz work hard liiao.... i VOW to work hard lorhxz... thiis kiind of results dunnch suit moii de lorhxz... if moii preliims get this kiind of results i will cry arhxz.... lucky now still gorrt chance... not the end yet... still hab tiime ferr moii to buck up... u'll see guys... i will make it to the TOP 10 de...!!! i will MAKE IT de.... trust moii... moii aiim to get into the TOP 10... and i will definately achieve ferr wat i wan.... becuz 'ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE IF U DO IT WITH DETERMINATION'!!! thiis ishh wat eng hiin says niia.... sho i will work hard.... aiming ferr less den 6 ferr moi N levels.... haiix... wiish moii good luck bahx.... anyway hey it's JUNE HOLIDAYS!!! guess wat.... yesh... HAVOC time le... hahaxz... although there ishh INTENSIVE but definately i will squeeze tiime ferr ENJOYMENT de... hahaxz...

School ends that tiime moii saw hiim outsiide moii de class... dunnoe hu he waitiing ferr...? haiix... realli wanted to walk in front of hiim and juz tell hiim... but i dunnch dare... realli dunnch hab the courage.... wat happen to moii...? where ishh the strong and brave moii...? where had all moii courage gone...? everytiime i saw hiim i will be lost of words.... and this ishh why i cannot see hiim too long... if norrt i will cry de... and start going on bonkers... haiix... guess he ishh waiitng ferr his fwenx bahx... cannot be waitiing ferr moii de.... haiix... dunnoe how he did ferr his sub le... gorrt pass mahx... he already retaiin one year... i dunn wishh to see hiim retaining another year... if onli he culd work hard duriing secc 1s.... we wunn be liike thiis de.... we miight even be together le... haiix.... sad... anyway i've already chosen moii road... i decided to giib up on relationship le... cuz i noe studies will be more important... siince i dunnch hab the courage to tell hiim i muz well giive up... i muz realli sacrifice either one of it... i noe it ishh realli a difficult choice... but i had no choice but to giib hiim up... sho now i will concentrate in moii studiies de... i will norrt let ppl around moii worry ferr moii... jiies, kors, rh, lici dunnch worry ferr moii k... i will pull myself thru thiis crucial moment... and once i'm out of thiis shadow everytgiing will be ok de.... so dunn worry....

And juz now arhxz... thiis rong arhxz... realli seow bor niia... i onlii say walking in the raiin, she realli go walk niia... aiyo... moii heart paiin arhxz... dun go walk larhxz... lata euu fall sick hw...? haiix.... dunn thiink too much k jiie.... u will be as cheerful as before de.... dunn be sad le... exams over le... wat done cannot be undone... so let's work hard ferr our prelims and N levels bahx... hehex... now moii at home bo tai ji zuo... bery boriing niia... eyes falling le... thiink i niid a nap le... sho gorrt to go le... take care everyone!!!



!!!!~~~ HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY ~~~!!!!


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