Tuesday, August 30, 2005

ytd i chatted wiif gerl [ named u as girl, dunch wan ppl to noe, lata disturbed calls k ].. a girl i juz knew... erm... yahx.. she's a verii important person that plays a part in moii life lerhx.. i wun say out anythiin... but juz to let u noe.. gerl, thnx ferr findiin miie... i realli verii touched and appreciate it... i am more touched to noe wat ishh goiin on... i wun say much.. i will onlii kiip it to moii heart de.. i promised u i wun leak out... alright.. den verii happie... earn his trust!! help miie thanked him.. guess u oso passes moii msg lerhx..

secondly... whoosh... i noe moii e-maths result todae lerhx.. wohoo~~ i've achieved 90 marks.. gosh!! amaziin right? i myself was shocked too... the highest mark i've achieved since sec 1 till now.. hahax.. muz be a disgrace right? but i'm reallii too happiie lerhx... was the 5th i think.. as in rankiin of moii clz.. cosh 1st ishh xue ling wiif a score of 95.. cosh 5 more marks onlii lehx.. i lose to her.. ahhhhhh!!! muz buck up liao... den second ishh afrezial... wiif a score of 93.. sho high horx? den 3rd ishh a tie between lydia and eng hin wiif a score of 91... 1 more mark onlii niia.. haiix... den no 4th sho upcomiin 5th position ishh miie and gary wiif a score of 90!! yipee... i'm sho happiie worx.. verii pleased wiif moii results... well.. but i can't be too complacement larhx.. if norrt n level die arhx.. muz continue to work hard...

ok den... haiix.. moii ss... sad to say i'm quite disappointed larhx.. i nearly pass it... 3 more marks to go.. imagine i study sho hard?... but it can't be blamed larhx.. as u noe moii ss prelims ishh on the 12.08.05 and b4 moii ss prelims it was announced that derrick was being booted out... wat do u think moii feeliins were? of cosh i burst into tears larhx.. cryiin and screamiin sho loudly... didn't even had a gud rest.. norrt even a 1 hr sleep... i think i onlii rested 10 mins tt day thru'out nxt morniin... dunnch hab the mood to study anythiin.. wat i read juz go in and came out.. it's reallii hurtiin man... sho many of moii frenx msg miie to cheer miie up and console miie.. yupx.. thanks to all of them.. which i shuld oso say a big thanks to weijian ferr giviin miie such a nice memories of u... i will kiip all ur songs in moii com forever de!! and ur photos.. it will neber be deleted away from moii com.. and weijian rest assured i will be strong de!! i will study hard de.. i wun make u disappointed de... well... it's norrt the end yet.. i still have moii n levels...

and to people hu think that i will break down forever, u all are wrong.. i shall bravely stand up now and fight wiif u all... i will aim a goal and set towards it... i will prove u all wrong... sho let's check it out.. i shall fight wiif u all till the end... those ppl hu get high marks pls dunnch be too happiie.. wait till the real n level cums... weijian, i shall make u proud.. i will let u noe moii results at the end of year yahx.. by that time u shuld be in ns lerhx... weijian i hope everythiin goes smoothly ferr u yahx.. hope that u wun get bully and totured to much by those commanders inside... hope u realli take gud care of urself.. anythiin juz tell miie k...

weijian... i wish u all the best ferr everythiin u do... hope u stay happiie and healthy as ever... i wannch to let u noe that u gained moii trust and everythiin.. i will wait ferr u de... muz jiayou k!! dunnch eber think of giviin up when u come across difficulties.. i believe that if there ishh a will, there will be a way... sho bu yao shuo qing yi fang qi zhe si ge zi!!

Wei Jian jiayou k!! and still i wanna say sorrie to u bout sun [ 28.08.05 ]!! we've created a mess ferr u.. i hope it wun affect u.. it's all a misunderstandiin... djeirainc fc ishh norrt wat u think of sho bad de... hope it realli didn't affect u... sorrie, we didn't meant to create troubles ferr u de!! realli sorrie.. weijian sorrie.. hope u dunnch take it to heart....

~~ NO MATTER WAT, NI YAO JIAN CHI DAO DI!! CHU LE WEIJIAN SHUI DOU BU AI!! ~~

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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7:11 AM

Monday, August 29, 2005

todae cum write wat i was busy wiif ytd.. hehex.. wat do u all think lehx? i'm sho fong of derrick.. of cosh ishh go chase derrick agaiin lorhx.. hahax.... alright this ishh wat happens...

[ 28.08.05 ]~
Early in the morniin.. around 7.30.. miie leave home liao.. hehex.. go where? go admiralty meet rong.. hehex.. den we took cab down mediacorp.. reach mediacorp around 8.. saw chanel... wan take photo wiif her de.. but chanel say she late lerhx.. sho dunnch delay her liao.. she looks like juz wake up de.. hahax.. sho cute.. den lata 8.30, kelly came.. hahax.. rushiin ferr time oso.. hor hor.. 8 muz report, 8.30 den cum huh.. aiyo.. hehex.. den lata wei choong came.. the first guy niia.. sho guai huh.. hehex... den took his signature.. den oso take photo wiif him.. hehex.. he sho cute niia.. i ask him u todae neber play wiif ur hair arhx? den weichoong replied, gorrt lata mahx inside.. hahax.. sho cute right? den lata i say veri hot horx? i help u fan.. he say no niid larhx.. lata inside gorrt air-con.. hahax.. he sho cute niia.. den he buy mac'donalds.. den i was thinkiin weijian nw at where? eat lerhx mahx.. if haven i nw go buy ferr him.. hahax...

den chit chat wiif weichoong awhile before he go in lorhx.. hehex.. ask him he hw liao? muz take care.. all that stuffs lorhx.. den lata choong say he muz go in liao.. den we bid him goodbye.. hahax.. den lata we saw william.. den oso go gib him sign.. hahax.. sho many ppl niia.. den the weather sho hot.. den after that saw jason.. den oso ask him help miie sign.. den lata he ask ferr moii name.. den i sae jeannie.. den he draw a lamp there... den i ask jason wat u drawiin? he say jeannie mahx.. sho draw a lamp there lorhx.. hahax.. sho funny arhx him.. den beside the lamp he write ugly lamp hee.. hahax.. den he oso draw a silly face there.. hahax.. sho cute.. actually jason still ok larhx.. norrt like those ppl criticise him until like wat.. as we noe we cannot judge a person by it's book cover mahx.. hehex.. jason norrt bad larhx.. den jason draw sho slow niia.. leon arrive liao lorhx... den everybody rush to leon there...

den i tell jason.. jason faster.. den he say ok ok.. hahax.. den after he sign liao i tell him jason yao jiayou!! den he say thank you, wo hui de.. den lata rush to leon tt side.. den he say he rushiin ferr time wan go in liao.. den i say cannot.. u muz help miie sign first.. den he say sorrie sorrie.. den i was like jumpiin there.. den he say okok relac relac.. hahax.. den he took moii book.. den sign lorhx.. i was like sho paiseh bring 3 books there... cosh niid help jiie and her sista sign oso.. den lucky leon verii gud.. all sign.. den after tt saw weijian lehx.. alamak.. he horx.. sit raymond car and in he go liao.. den cum out wave to us tell us sorrie.. haiix.. sho sad niia... wait ferr him sho long in the end haiix.. but neber mind larhx.. hope gorrt chance one day.. den after tt wait ferr weijian sho long niia.. 9.10 he go in change clothes.. 10 0'clock still haven cum out.. den jiie say niid to settle kelly fc thing.. sho we take cab go imm liao lorhx...

den reach imm liao horx.. the security guard there say good morniing.. sho polite horx.. den miie of cosh oso say back to him larhx.. den he ask us cum see superstar arhx.. den i say yahx.. alamak kena expose liao.. hahax.. den wah go third level sho many ppl liao.. lucky miie fc ppl den can go the front there stand lorhx.. den miie msg lihua and sok leng.. lihua say she nt cumiin.. sokleng neber even reply.. haiix.. sad niia.. all bluff miie de.. say wan cum den in the end none came.. den lata chit chat wiif fc de frenx lorhx.. den wait verii long.. think kena shoot by the producer lorhx, stoopid.. haiix.. den lata wah when they all arrive horx.. was like sho squeezy lorhx.. everybody pushiin here and there.. verii dulan lorhx.. all the pics i take was like blur lorhx.. onlii 4-5 pics ishh clear de.. sux lorhx.. behind ppl kiip pushiin.. makiin miie sho angry.. den the in front ppl onlii noe how to scold.. den wan take a nice nice pic oso cannot.. sho fed-up!! haiix.. den after tt see finish weijian kelly cum out we go off liao.. cosh we book a bus go chase weijian mahx.. den we book wat bus? mediacorp bus lehx.. hahax..

den uncle park his car beside the superstar bus lorhx.. omg!! faint arhx.. den waited outside sho long ferr them niia.. until 2.45 like tt they all cum out.. den we chiong liao... our hands all standby camera liao.. wah den miie horx.. everytime wan take photo horx, no batt de lehx.. den the chances of snappiin clear ishh verii gud lorhx.. dulan niia.. den change liao wan take pic, they all gone lerhx.. den miie saw sebas, he smile to miie lorhx.. he sho cute niia.. hahax... den lata saw chanel and sin huey.. say hi to them oso.. ruth wrote in a paper and show us drive safely.. we answered them rest assured.. hahax.. sho cute hor they all.. den it was like ard 10 cabs chasiin the superstars.. whoosh.. cool man.. in between gorrt some quarrel all that which i dunnch wish to list down larhx.. lata weijian sad onlii.. kiip to myself and those ppl there on tt day.. den after tt weijian they all go learn music from wu jiaming mahx.. den we waited ferr him lorhx.. waited from 3 plus to 7 niia.. hahax.. den in between jiahong they all cum to our bus blow air-con.. hahax. sho funny horx? den lata gorrt one girl dunnoe hu help us record a video recorder ferr weijian de b'dae.. hehex.. yeah!! den miie and li mei were partners lorhx.. hahax..

den we were like sho fong!! hahax.. den miie write letter ferr weijian niia.. hahax.. den when 7 plus weijian they all cum down, i pass the letter to moii frenx.. den alot of ppl wan gib letter to weijian.. but amy the producer push weijian up the bus niia.. den still hit until weijian's face niia.. angry siia.. dunnoe weijian alright mahx.. den moii frenx stuff miie and her letter into weijian's hand niia.. sho happiie.. but miie forget to write moii contact in the paper lehx.. omg!! haiix.. but sho happiie, moii letter was in weijian's hand.. hahax.. den after that go back mediacorp.. den rush down saw sebas, darryl and macy.. forget bring moii book.. alamak.. rush back the bus take.. but this time round put the camera at the bus.. alamak.. sho forgetful niia.. den after tt juz one step onlii i can get sebas's signature liao lehx.. i already put in front of him lerhx.. den he wan sign ferr miie de.. but darryl say no time liao.. den saw macy.. den let her sign.. oso miss one chance to let darryl sign.. cosh he beside macy oso.. den he waitiin ferr macy mahx.. macy sho busy.. tok on phone, take photo den neglect moii book.. den wan let macy sign moii frenx de the producer pull her in liao.. haiix...

den after that we all leave mediacorp liao lorhx.. cosh they say they no point liao mahx.. think they gonna have meetiin oso.. den we ask uncle drive us back lorhx.. haiix... miie sho hungry niia.. stomach growliin.. haven eaten since morniin niia.. ok larhx.. verii tired liao.. niid some rest.. write till here bahx.. hmmmx.. todae another memorable day chasiin weijian.. hehex.. weijian u muz jiayou k!! dunnch gib up ur talents in music horx!! eager to see ur performance ferr the grand finals.. muz give ur best shot horx.. dun disappoint us!! jiayou!!

and weijian.. miie here wan to say sorrie to wat we did ytd.. it wasn't on purpose de.. hope u dunnch take it to heart.. cosh we will be verii sad.. it wasn't on purpose de realli.. realli verii sorrie.. hope it didn't affect till u.. djeirainc fc wasn't like this de.. it's a misunderstandiin.. hope u realli dunnch take it to heart.. weijian i here wan to apologise to u on behalf of them k.. hope this thing wun affect u.. sorrie weijian...

JUZ WAN TO TELL U, U ARE MY SUPERSTAR ALWAYS!! U ARE THE BEST IN MY HEART!! U RAWKS MY WORLD!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

3:25 PM

Friday, August 26, 2005

haiix... over the past few weeks... i had stress man!! mum and others tot i dunnch hab... but realli.. i do have.. u all onlii see the lazy side of miie niia... but when i'm studyiin, where are u all? u all are workiin mahx.. of cosh dunnoe larhx.. den study sho long.. of cosh niid rest.. and restiin time u all cum back.. den say i no study.. haiix... anyway i wun let this small matter bother miie de...

k i shall start.. long time no update blog lerhx.. as i've said been real busy this few weeks.. cosh of prepariin moii prelims.. haiix.. was realli tired of studyiin man!! everyday morniin 3 plus wake up... but nothiin goes into moii head.. why? i oso can't figure out.. maybe i mishh derrick too much lerhx.. ppl thinks i'm mad.. maybe lorhx.. wo tai ai derrick lerhx.. i'm still sad of cosh.. everytime i see project superstar i will recall derrick standiin on stage singiin.. but this time round no.. especially semi-final 4.. he shuld be the one standiin there wiif junyang and norrt weilian... haiix...

alright den.. wed.. omg!! live recordiin.. weijian.. i can go de lehx.. but haiix.. gorrt prelims.. wah laox.. unfair.. haiix... weijian!! saw him singiin agaiin.. moii heart was like OMG!! den wan cry.. mum scolded miie... haiix.. den lots of msg cum in.. which i shall norrt say hu larhx.. ok den.. alamak.. weijian goiin ns soon lerhx.. den the project superstar holdiin a concert on 30th sept.. WITHOUT WEIJIAN!! omg!! it's damn freakiin angry lorhx!! why they sho unfair de...!! weijian go ns oso norrt he wan de.. why they all no wait ferr weijian?!! it's too unfair lerhx.. somehow noe tt weijian oso feels sad when he sees junyang, weilian, sin huey and kelly's last mv.. was suppose to be him de lehx.. haiix...

hmmmx... den lata cry lorhx.. when weijian sing de shi hou.. realli verii sad.. haiix.. alright.. i shall buck up lerhx.. no more cryiin.. i wun let ppl hu concern bout miie get worried agaiin.. ok.. have played a part in djeirainc fc lerhx.. go ferr meetiins.. and yeah of cosh get the fc tee lerhx.. sho happii.. can be a part of djeirainc fc... i love weijian always!! will be loyal to him de!! WEIJIAN MUZ JIAYOU K!! ME ALWAYS HERE FOR U!! SUPPORT U ALWAYS!! U ARE MY SUPERSTAR!! U ARE THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART!!!

and yahx.. finally moii prelims ishh over!! wohoo~~ sho happii.. can get at least a week of freedom.. den i continue ferr moii n levels lerhx.. look how rush i am? time ishh runniin out man!! gosh.. gorrt to realli buck up.. sho sad ferr moii a-maths, physics and goeg niia.. pin high hopes, but in the end.. forget it lerhx.. the higher i go, when falls, the more hurt i am.. i dunn wish to be hurt agaiin.. the feeliin ishh realli verii paiin...

!!!~~~ AI YI GE REN HAO NAN, DAN YAO FANG QI AI TA SHI GEN NAN DE ~~~!!!
suo yi wo yong yuan dou bu hui fang qi qu ai ni.. wo hui yong yuan deng zhe ni..
xi wang you yi tian ni nen gou kan dao wo suo zuo de yi qie dou shi wei le ni...
zhi xi wang ni yong gan de qu mian dui ren he cuo zhe, yong yuan dou mu yao fang qi!!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

11:38 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

hey... to all ppl out there.. those hu concerns ferr miie.. reallii thnx... esp ppl to lihua, lici, jiayiing, oso to peijie- thnx ferr ur msg of console... and thnx to wida, sok leng, hazel.. thnx ferr consoliin miie... now ishh the time ferr miie to pull thru lerhx.. although the wound ishh there.. but it will recover one day de.. although i still sad.. but i will pull myself thru de.. cosh i noe derrick wun wan miie to be sad de... sho i will stay strong.. i hope derrick will recover soon too...

alot of ppl cum tell miie that i'm realli mad ferr derrick lerhx.. hmmmx... i think maybe bahx.. cosh i realli fallen too deep lerhx.. if i can control den gud.. but i juz can't bahx.. hope that i will recover soon.. guess i realli gave all moii frenx a shock... cosh i juz burst out in front of them.. cry lorhx.. juz kip cryiin.. but now realli.. stop lerhx.. cosh wat done cannot be undone.. juz feel verii bu zhi ferr derrick... cosh it's impossible that derrick will be out! djeirainc fans ishh sho many lorhx.. 700 plus ppl in his fans club.. junyang onlii gort 100.. wei lian worse.. dunnch hab.. even if gorrt ppl one short call alot.. still weijian will win lorhx.. imagine weijian fan one person call 100-500 times? alot liao lorhx.. haiix.. mediacorp ishh unfair.. cheat ppl..

but still i voted ferr weijian.. cosh he deserved moii votes.. and now i hope everythiin goes smoothly ferr him.. derrick goiin ns on the 9th of sept.. haiix.. his b'dae this yr 17-09-85 spent in ns? haiix.. heartpainx ferr him! hope he's fine.. cosh see his interview.. haiix.. den wat he told mediacorp.. realli sad... anyway to all fans, i gorrt all his songs from chu ci zhi wai onwards.. u all wan cum find miie k? i'll try to send to u all.. let's be united and wait ferr weijian after his ns..

todae gorrt a new sista!! moii best sista lerhx!! jiaying! the best net sista i eber had.. hehex.. the one that always chat wif miie and be there ferr miie... thnx yahx.. and to cory and sce-we [ erm.. derrick-fans ].. hahax.. thnx yahx.. i'm realli fine lerhx.. realli thnx alot... thnx ferr all the consoles.. i appreciate it alot.. verii touched!! i will be fine de!! no worries...

last but norrt least.. wan tell weijian.. dunnch eber gib up! i will wait ferr u de! wait ferr u to cum out of ns.. and start anew wiif ur music agaiin.. i believe wiif the talent u have, u will be the superstar agaiin! u rawks!! jiayou!! always be there ferr u!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

9:38 AM

Friday, August 12, 2005

Yesterday nite watch the results... prayed sho hard ferr derrick... even went to burn jostic... den when see him on stage drink vitagen.. gorrt this bad omen he will be out... realli afraid lorhx... den first to go in ishh junyang.. as usual... den left wei lian and derrick... moii heart kiip beatiin lorhx.. almost want to cry out lerhx...

den when the com release the results, it's norrt derrick in lehx!! it's wei lian lorhx.. gosh.. i burst into tears man!! den when i see his previous songs he sang i more heartbroken lorhx... especially when he sang the last song ferr us.. hen xiang ni.. i realli cried sho hardly... verii sad... and when i hear his last words that time i almost fainted lorhx... i cannot accept the facts... i cannot accept the fact that he ishh out lorhx!! although it's norrt to wat i can do but i dun wish that he ishh out.. mediacorp ishh too unfair lerhx.. since they say those haven go ns will norrt make it den why didn't they say before the competition starts? why give wei jian hope liao den crush it?

it ishh verii hurtiin lorhx... i burst into tears... i cannot take it... i feel more heart painx when i see derrick cry.. his last words waa:

wo bu zhi dao yuan lai wo de jia ren shi duo mo de teng wo de! papa mama cong xiao dao da wo dou mei you zuo guo rang ni men jiao ao de shi suo yi zhe ci xi wang....

den he paused and cried... he wanted to hold back his tears de.. but he saw his fans cryiin.. sho he cannot stand also.. he burst into tears oso... i realli verii heartpainx lorhx... den went to switch on moii handphone... saw many ppl msgiin miie to console miie... but all are no use de!! it will norrt help.. unless derrick ishh in... why why why? why mediacorp ishh like this? i hate wei lian... especially when he say that sentence.. he noe ppl will hate him more.. but why he still go in? if norrt bcosh of derrick, i dunno wat i will do... i verii sad.. all the consoles are of no use!! but still wanna thank u guys... thank u...

but the wound ishh there lerhx.. too deep... todae go sch oso sad sad de.. avoid goiin wiif bel.. cosh i scared i cry in front of them.. go sch oso gorrt ppl ask miie to relax.. like xueling, hazel, wen yi and sok leng wida they all... thanks alot yahx... but i cannot accept the fact that's it lerhx... even when i am writiin moii ans to the questions, i'm thiinkiin of derrick... ytd chinese compo write bout derrick... todae eng reported speech oso write bout derrick... i'm realli mad lerhx.. mind onlii gorrt derrick...

sorri to all moii frenx outside that ishh sho concern of miie.. i let u all worried lerhx.. i hope i will pull myself thru.. cosh i noe derrick wan us to be strong too.. derrick, u muz norrt give up ur talents in music k.. i will wait ferr u after ur ns de.. no matter how long i will still wait de... rmb u had done ur best yesterday lerhx.. sho dun be sad... and juz wanna tell u, u will always be moii superstar in moii heart!! u rawks moii life!! LOVE U AND MISS U ALWAYS!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

6:07 PM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

[ 10.08.05 ]~~
yesterday was a holiday man.. but however i woke up too early lerhx.. think around 8.30... early right? haiix.. den went online.. gorrt this feeliin that the forum gorrt things ferr miie to see... sho i went to see lorhx... derrick de forum of cosh.. den go in wow.. 1200 plus pages liao.. derrick's fan verii enthusiastic de.. every 10 mins gorrt around 15 msgs cum in.. hahax.. that shows how popular derrick ishh yahx.. everytime we go meet them, ishh derrick de fans shoutiin the loudest de... kekex...

took a veri long time ferr miie to find the previous msg.. it's onlii on tue.. and i had to click back about a 100 plus pages.... verii tiriin... half a day was juz burn like that.. till i finally found this msg.. guess wat? it's derrick's msg... hahax... was sho happii... everyone wan to noe wat derrick wrote to miie? hehex.. alright shall tell u all...
sorry so long nv leave msg..now i m busy wit my schedule ... no time to use laptop...haiz..anyway..thx jeannie (ihaven thank her for suggesting me to song the song last week.)I DECIDED ON MY NEW SONG...yea..now practicing..hope that i would do well...next time..bye

P.S:u rawks my life

gosh.. that's wat derrick wrote ferr miie lorhx.. i'm sho happii yahx... den yesterday saw his performance.. well.. i guess his first song wasn't that good.. and i had to agree wiif some of the judges ferr his first song.. but ferr the 2nd song, i think derrick did the best among all.. it ishh sho touchiin lorhx.. i can feel that he sang from the bottom of his heart... and it realli touched miie lots... norrt like wat they say a bit fierce and 'bei'... i dun think sho lorhx.. i think it's perfect... sho touchiin and memorable!! hahax... derrick congrats.. u won moii heart agaiin... i will kiip on supportiin u de....

well ferr todae... hmmmx.. girls de.. kelly had done well i believe... on her cheng li de yue guang.. hmmmx.. think sin huey ish her opponent bahx.. but i believe kelly can de.. compared to voice, she ishh the strongest.. hope ishh kelly and derrick fightiin... hahax... and realli i hope wat i say will cum thru... dun quite like sin huey... but she sing the xin tong till realli verii nice... hmmmx... miie oso dun quite like kelly.. but like her voice.. cosh verii powerful... hahax...

well tonite i will definately stay up to see ferr the results lorhx.. muz pray verii hard!! dunnch wan derrick to be out.. but gorrt this feeliin he'll be out!! Derrick, no matter wat ishh the results, i juz wan to tell u that u have done ur best lerhx.. and u are moii superstar always!! u rawks!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

10:53 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

well there ishh too many things goiin on lerhx.. i mean moii com ishh in a mess man!! and this few days i had no time ferr postiin a msg ferr derrick.. sorri yahx... i guess maybe after moii exams bahx.. miss the time when i chat wiif derrick.... i mean in the forum... dun misunderstand everyone... miss derrick loads...

well time realli passes fast yahx... anyway yupx... it's eve of national day lerhx... in the morniin... we were sho busy doiin our clz banner yeah... went to cut and sew... hahax... helped tao ming, wen yi, jun feng, kang hong and boon jian... hahax... they all sho clumsy de... i mean kang hong and wen yi... dun even noe how to sew and make a knot... hahax... juz one look can noe that they do not noe sewing... hahax....

all right den after completiting the work went to chat wiif sok leng they all... hahax.. but was caught by mdm farah.. in the end went back to class lorhx... den after awhile gathered at the hall lerhx... haiix... sho hot man!! saw pui man, eleanore, bel and rh lerhx... hahax.... went to find bel when we were standiin up to sing the song... hahax... pui and eleanore joined... sho happi yahx... had lots of fun... wow... syarif rawks worx... hahax.... his voice ishh damn good man!! although it's fun... but i dun have the feelin that it's national day lerhx.. hahax... maybe mind onlii gorrt derrick bahx... moii friends are sho bad to say derrick sux.. although they are juz haviin fun by juz seeing how moii reaction ishh... but i will norrt take it to heart de... cosh i noe derrick doesn't like ppl to quarrel yahx....

hmmmx... after that went causeway point to celebrate... haiix.. eleanore suggested pasta... eat and eat arhx.. siian.... den after that shared food wiif rh lorhx... and bel shared wiif pui... hahax.. too ex lerhx.. and dun feel like eatiin sho much.. sho share ishh the best solution.. but this rh hor... ppl eat pasta she splash the gravy into moii eyes lorhx.. gosh.. how painful it is lorhx.. make miie rush to the toilet... it's realli painful lorhx.. she dared to ask miie am i ok norrt.. well u let miie splash the gravy into ur eyes den i ask hw are u nt? haiix.. lucky it's norrt eleanore u splash to... anyway, i'm nt that petty... unless moii eyes ishh in deep trouble.. if norrt u will be dead meat yahx....

hmmmx... after that went home lorhx... sleep bahx... that's all lerhx... waitiin ferr derrick's performance... guang huai fang shi yeah... hahax... love him sho much!! derrick rawks!!!

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

oh gosh... ytd moii friend, lici... she's moii pri sch de bestiie... she smsed miie and told miie that derrick sang the song i suggested... i was in school at that moment.. wiif moii great sistas like pui , bel and more... i was sho happii man.. like a cow jumpiin over the moon.. i msg jiie immdiately worx... think she went ferr the girls de...

den todae juz waited ferr 8.30 to cum... hohoho... to anxious lerhx.. realli sho happii.. derrick sang the song i suggested worx.. unbelievable... hahax.. derrick was M1 worx.. sho happi.. heard how he sang lerhx... it realli touched miie worx.. i can feel that he sang from the bottom of his heart lerhx... and he did express his sadness and eagerness ferr wei choong and leon.. i juz burst into tears at that moment... and moii mom told miie that i am mad.. well i guess i am bahx... but realli.. i was too happii lerhx..

well and wat derrick told li wei song makes miie even more happii... tears juz kiip flowiin down moii cheeks yahx.. derrick rawks sho muchies... li wei song asked him why did he choose this song? and derrick told him he can express a love ferr someone... isn't that wat i suggested to him? gosh... realli lorhx.. i'm sho happi.. didn't expect he will choose the song i suggested.. sho many ppl suggested diff songs.. but he juz chose the song i choosed.. omg! i'm faintiin lerhx... gosh...

and sho li fei hui juz told derrick ur performance tonight was splendid... guess derrick was more den happi ever... and ye pei fen told him he was touched.. sho as xu huan liang... realli... it norrt onlii touched miie... i believe his songs oso touched many of his fans out there... derrick muz jiayou k... i will support u always de... u rawks moii life!! kekex...

juz can't help myself from cryiin yahx... well... derrick ishh too BANG le!! YI Ji BANG man... i guess the other 3 oso norrt as good as derrick... although i had to admit that junyang's voice ishh stronger den him.. but we'll shall wait and see yahx..!! i will support him till the end k.... and jason's voice ishh awful.. can't bear to see him being eliminated as soon as possible.. becosh of him, wei choong and leon ishh being booted out.. i will norrt let him pose a threat to derrick de... jason u will be out nxt!! i swear...

DERRICK RAWKS MY LIFE!! DERRICK ISH THE BEST!! DERRICK JIAYOU!! LOVE U ALWAYS!!

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