Monday, December 28, 2009

finally the busiest period is over!!!
actually this year atrium's fair cannot be compared to last year's atrium fair..
be it size of the atrium and sales, it far lost to last year..
but one thing that ii can assure is,
ii made many friends over there..
as in the promoters of the different company products..
nice? friendly? easy-going? funny? rough?
it's all a combination...

25th december..
celebrated christmas party at cpp kp..
not everyone came..
but at least quite a no..
even leong wai luen made the effort to come all the way from cameron highland to attend..
but the main reason is to see his gf laa...
but still thanks...
party this year was not as thrilling as last year..
manager and boss wasn't here..
a lil disappointed,
but it's ok..
i'll guess it's gonna be my last christmas party with them as well..

many many presents!!!!!

the close people whom worked with me in kp....

the promoters for megcorp!!
though they're horribe at times,
but they're nice people to mix with!!

thanks wei an, dawson, nelly for entertaining me always during the atrium fair..
without you all, ii guess time would be hard..
wish you guys good luck for o lvl results..
and ailing, though you recognize me as your senior, but really sorry,
ii cant recall anything, but thnx for the pressie,
you're really nice.. ziqing, even though u don't talk much, but you're still friendly..
lastly wei xiang, though u bluff me u will report work on sat and sun,
but only sun you came,
you're also a nice person to talk to, joke with..
shall see you in kp when stock arrives.. hahahhas..
forget to take pic with you also, but nvm..

there's still chance as long as you're under megcorp.. LOL!!

time flies without you knowing..
3 weeks ago i've set my target..
yet 3 weeks later,
ii realize none of them is fulfilled..
exams are arriving,
fyp dateline is reaching,
graduation is coming,
selection of university is open,
yet where is your sense of urgency??

someone please give me the strength and motivation to stay on!!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

12:13 PM

Friday, December 11, 2009

current feeling now: super exhausted!

slept at 4 am yesterday and i seriously think i'm insane!!
never had ii expect myself to wake up on time and to rch sch even earlier than ii thought!
school's going to end for the first 10 weeks.
good? bad?
both exists..
time is running out..
none of the targets set being achieved...
working schedule's packed.
fyp is stressing me out?

17 - 18 dec.. 2 days of fyp straight in a row.
god bless me,
ii hope ii wont faint due to lack of sleep..
crucial period,
will ii make it???

ii don't know what tomorrow holds, but ii promise this won't limit me or hold me back......

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

12:40 PM

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

holidays arriving...!!

after chatting so much with suyuan,
ii realize time is running out..

Target Set for FYP:
1. Complete Literature Review before school holidays
2. Complete Collation of Results during school holidays
3. Complete FYP report before school reopens

Next Year target:
1. Study hard for Ut 2 and Ut 3
2. Preparation for FYP
3. Looking out for courses in university (main aim NUS)
4. HongKong Trip with RP (if it still exisits)
5. Graduation Party with RP
6. Graduation Party with only SHL students
7. Find a job that is going to give me a stable income which will allow me to proceed to further plannings

i hope i stay motivated to what i have listed down.
peers, friends and everyone, please help me to achieve this ok!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

11:48 AM

Saturday, December 05, 2009

it's been seriously long since i've last update my blog..
my life is in a total mess now, totally upside down.
with me doing things that i cannot imagine too.

school seems a toture to me now.
no motivation, no interest, no good grades, nothing!
the thought of fyp worsened my whole mood.
collation of results undone,
literature review uncompleted,

not even 1 of the 10 logbook handed up to allen,
report in a total mess,
what's happening to me?

and congratulations to myself,
my laptop officially died on me,
adapter spoilt and i nearly had an electric shock for goodness sake.
no choice but to purchase one,
battery as well, now i'll make sure i'll take care of both!

holidays coming up!!
it's like FINALLY the big word.
but it sounds indifferent to me.
don't ask me why.
someone says i'm deeply hurt.
someone says indignant is the word to describe me.
someone says i shall just ignore the past
someone says i should fight till the end.
sometime i feel, how nice could it be if i were to have all the actions listed above,

i thought i do have,
but i was wrong.
the moment i start to recall,
tears just start to fall.
i don't know why...

why is my reflection someone i don't know?

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

11:47 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

Friday, December 11, 2009

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Saturday, December 05, 2009

★ Missing Me? ★

♥ The Only One ♥

★ her loves ★

♥ her darkness ♥

★ her hopes ★

♥ her past ♥

★ her sweeties ★

★ credits ★