Friday, April 14, 2006

Hi everyone.. i'm back.. this time round i'm norrt tat lazii le hor.. so dun kiip sayiin miie.. i've updated quite alot le.. compared to feb and mar larhx.. hmmmx... wed bon sch worx.. haiix.. dunno wat happen oso.. since n lvl results out till todae.. had been wantiin to work hard.. but sayiing without doiin it, it's such a failure.. haiix...

[ 13.04.06 ] ~
todae was sports day worx.. so happie.. 6 o'clock woke up lerhx.. den slackk awhile.. morniin call eve.. but as usual she was late la.. den walked to the stadium.. saw leng, da, rong, ling, shan.. hee..!! walk tgt to the stadium.. den event started and stuffs.. we're screamiin up and down larhx.. most of the time takiin pictures onlii.. hahas.. wanna see those photos?? will upload when ii receive most of it yea.. hee..!! was shoutiin and haviin fun man.. halfway through it rain.. so the race ishh being paused.. but we did norrt waste our time slackiin.. we took photos.. and the best part ishh.. we are so active and lively.. onlii us the sec 5!! sec 5na1 and 5na2.. hee..!! so active!!

jux so happie larhx.. coshh we're so united.. hee..!! jux one go and we shouted as one gang.. and beat all the other classes and levels.. jux felt so happie.. we're so united.. still love our batch de.. those previous batch de all no kick.. no fight.. our's the best!! hahas.. so it was rainiin.. and the tchers-in-charge had no choice but to call of this event.. and so sports day was postponed after our mid-year-examinations.. wohoo~~ tat means we'll have another chance of celebration man!! cool.. and style.. ever first time.. we have 2 times sports dae.. so luckii.. mayb god wans to let us gather more.. hahas.. cosh time realli passes verii fast de.. jux a split seconds, o lvls will be here le.. so after the event was called off, everyone left the stadium, except our clz.. still haviin our clz photos.. hahas.. seeiin our clz photos, u're sure have a feel of jealousy.. cosh it's so xing fu.. wiif so manii ppl.. realli..

after tat.. went out wiif moii sisters.. bel and puii.. as usual eleanore pangseh.. nvm..went to watch ice age 2.. den went to mac to have some bite for fries.. and met cher hiang and henry there.. henry was like so quiet.. lols.. and den jun da came down in a moment.. but puii left lerhx.. den we chatted till 5 plus la.. bel left and so did junda and gang.. den ii went to collect photos.. jux nw went to develop wiif eve, wida and sok leng de.. ii wanna buy digii cam liao.. but it's so ex man.. mummmiii.. save miie.. haiix.. tat's moii day bahx...

[ 12.04.06 ] ~
wed went to partyworld... sing song.. have u ever heard people bon sch go sing song de?? no rite.. haiix.. i'm the first bahx... miie, lydia and xue ling.. we 3 decided to bon tgt.. and so we went to sing.. earlii bird la.. quite cheap.. cosh gorrt 25% off oso.. hee..!! till 2 onlii we sang.. cosh after tat we went to bugis to shop.. took 960 till wan volmit siia.. haiix.. shoppiin but ii didn't bought anythiin back.. sobx.. saw so much things ii like larhx.. those shirts.. and one skirt.. ii like it so much.. went to try it.. but was too short.. therefore, ii put it back.. but regretted.. haiix.. the nxt time ii found anythiin ii like ii sure buy it de.. ii hate the feeliin of regretness..

but y everytime ii gorrt this feeliin.. even bgr things oso.. hate it.. studies oso.. if duriin P6 i've worked harder for psle.. didnt play so much.. ii guess ii niid norrt suffer this toture le.. wat to do? wat done cannot be undone ma.. and so.. haiix... went to converse.. removal discount till 70%.. saw one shoe.. so damn nice.. but the price ishh so nice too man.. $89.90.. how can ii afford it.. haiix.. so forget it.. den we shop awhile more.. den went back le.. in train chit chat norhx.. and tat's our day bahx.. hmmmx...

if ii have anythiin to say, i'll jux have this bahx.. pls treasure wat u have.. cosh realli.. u'll nv noe when u'll lose it.. the feeliin of regretness ishh realli bad.. so nv try feeliin it.. u'll nv step out of this shadow ur own.. cosh the person hu hav the key to ur heart will be the one tat can save u out from tat shadow.. despite how manii ppl askiin miie to give up, forget him, dun let him affect miie.. it's no use de.. cosh he'll always live in moii heart.. so rmb.. do treasure everythiin u have.. despite that short moment..

ii jux missed our class... and all moii bestie.. moii sisters.. do takkaiire yea.. and i've change moii blog de song le. utada hikaru.. in case u all dunno.. hee..!! it's first love.. guess u all can sense the feeliin of this song.. so sad.. and touchiin... haiix.. think ii shall write till here... everyone do takkaiire k.. =]

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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10:35 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

okok hiya peeps.. i'm back... hmmm.. nth to do now.. so ii guess i'll update moii blog bahx.. if norrt lata u all say ii lazii.. hmmmmx.. first wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN... hee..!! he's moii kor.. and todae ishh he's bdae.. so yep kor u've grow older one year old le.. enjoy urself on ur special day okie.. hee..!!

nxt up.. ok moii own stuff.. everybody ask y am ii so emotional for moii last post.. haiix.. all ii can sae ishh ii reflected moii jie's situation made miie rmb moii sadness too.. ii realli wanted to let u go.. but ii jux cant.. no matter wat, u jux cant get off moii mind.. it's always there.. ur images.. everytime ii recall it, ii will cry.. and it gorrt to take miie weeks to recover.. no matter wat happens, good or bad, whether i'm happy anot, jux one word from u will affect moii whole mood.. see u happy, i'm happy.. see u sad, i'm sad too...

and for tat.. ii guess ii didn't realli do well for all moii test.. look at moii this term common test results.. it's horrible!! ii failed so manii subs.. 8 subs pass 4 onlii.. wat kind of results ishh tat.. tat isnt moii expectation.. a gerl hu aims have high aims for herself.. 3 to 4 distinctions.. and the rest at least a B3.. but look at the results i've achieved nw.. dun say jc, ii think there's no course ii can enter in a poly now.. even moii best subjects, e maths and mother tongue.. ii can acheive a C.. and both moii E and A maths test.. i'm utterly disappointed.. Ca3 de maths test jux ended.. and ii have done horribly.. leaviin so manii qns blank handed up.. nxt mon and tue ishh moii phy and chem test.. ii realli hope history would norrt repeat agaiin..

realli felt disappointed.. had been quite stress this month.. haiix.. jux a blink of eye.. it's april now.. till nov, o's will start.. dun sae long cosh time realli pass verii fast.. had the thought of giviin up before.. but frens and sisters beside miie encouragiin miie.. jux few more months.. chers had been there supportiin miie too.. esp moii e and a maths cher.. mr soong.. he's realli a nice tcher ii can say.. though he put his express class 4E3 in front of our clz.. mayb bcosh they're more weak.. however, ii still wanna say a thank u to him.. it was he hu boost up moii confidence and gorrt the courage to step on.. he said, ii haven give up hope on u.. hw cum u give up hope so easily.. ii felt ashamed of myself.. felt realli stoopid.. so ii told myself, norrt till the last min, ii will nv give up..

told myself that ii will stand up agaiin.. though i'm always been hit down.. failiin so manii subs ishh a reminder to me to work harder as time ishh runniin out.. shi jian bu deng ren de.. u noe.. so i've decided to pull up moii socks and strive all the way.. i'll be askiin for tutors alr.. to help miie on certain subs.. to push myself to the verii best.. on sayiin this ii rmb i've sign up a certain course in moii school.. it's call stress management workshop if i'm norrt wrong.. felt this course somehow nt useful at all.. it's jux some talkiings.. haiix.. guess i'll be ok once o lvls are done bahx..

this month moii academic ishh verii bad.. and i'm realli stressed up.. guess moii sisters are oso shocked bahx.. hope ii didn't scare them.. as well as u guys.. but ii promised ii will give myself some space time okie.. sports day arriviin.. 13th of april.. norrt ii wan to boast.. moii clz sure win de.. haas.. lots of atheletics.. hee..!! den after tat can go out wiif moii sisters le.. bel and puii.. cosg nxt day ishh good friday.. we're goiin for a movie late nighte.. cosh puii workiin.. hee..!! mayb meet bel first.. miss them lots.. verii long nv see them and go out wiif them le.. since the sentosa outiin.. hee..!! mishh them like hell..

and i've changed moii blog song le.. the title ishh call yi shou jian dan de ge.. it's sang by wang lee hom.. wanted to put zhiyang's version de.. but felt tat lee hom's one ishh more emotional.. so decided to put he's.. nt sayiin zhiyang ishh bad.. but sometimes orginal singer's song ishh betta.. depends la.. alright this song realli made miie cry.. it's realli nice.. haiix.. sobx.. ok la.. i'll write till here.. takkaiire everyone.. =]

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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5:12 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

hi people.. sorrie to keep u all on waitiin for moii new updates.. realli sorrie, though ii always say ii will be back ASAP but ii did norrt..

well moii life isn't verii nice leadiin duriin this month.. ii had been quite stress and tat means ii am realli busii till ii dun even have much time for chit chat and online stuffs.. remedials and supplementaries kiip on addiin on.. makiin miie have lesser time to complete the task ii had.. as a result, ii gorrt to stay back almost everyday in school till 5+, 6 to complete moii work and assignments..

there has been so manii doubts ii yet had to clear bout moii work and stuffs.. but ii was didn't have the time to ask moii chers.. either ishh they aren't free, or it's miie.. ii guess this term i'm realli disappointed wiif all moii test goiin on.. it hadn't come to wat ii expect and ii guess ii didn't fare realli well, gorrt to work doubly hard lerhx.. ii told myself ii can do it, but in the end ii always cant.. wat realli happen to miie? wat exactly happen to miie?

den ii realised ishh jux bcosh ii cant get over u.. u had always been in moii mind.. lookiin on moii frens and jiie.. the way guys hurt them, ii recalled u and miie.. the way u treated miie too.. it ishh exactly the same.. in the first place we were together verii happily, talk, chat, laugh, joke.. but till end of year the nxt yr back.. everythiin changed.. u retained.. and u no longer talk to me.. everythiin jux change like tat.. ur attitude towards miie.. we're like completely strangers now.. ii dun even dare to say a hi to u now.. even if we walk pass each other, u dun even bother to laugh or say a hi to miie.. u jux walk pass like tat..

do u noe moii heart breaks? do u noe tat i'm cryiin everyday night? y cant u sense tat? y can u jux forget it so easily and mix around wiif different gerls everyday? wat happen to u? ii dun even noe u animore.. u're norrt the innocent and cheerful guy ii noe lerhx.. u've changed to a mischievious and undisciplined guy le.. it reallli saddened miie.. u left miie all by moii side in this miserable road.. u left miie there without rescuiin miie.. 4 yrs+ le.. and im still waitiin.. ii ask myself y am ii so foolish? y mux ii wait for u? the reason ishh bcosh ii fallen to deep le.. and ii cant get myself out of this shadow.. tat's the reason..

but why.. y can u jux let go so easily.. ii realised miie and jiie totally had the same situation.. they jux leave us here alone.. den they happily lead their own life.. they threw this key too deep into the sea lerhx.. deep till they cant find it and intend to give up.. whereas us, still continue waitiin.. waitiin miserably.. as they're the onlii key to our heart.. i'm so miserable now.. days and nights i've been cryiin.. recalliin back.. ii realise i'm realli too foolish.. realli realli hope u will turn ur head back one day.. laugh, smile,chat, joke wiif miie.. but no, u didnt.. u jux left miie alone all by myself..

ii hate it.. moii heart aches.. see how my jiie get hurts, it jux recall all bout miie and u.. y mux u do this to miie? thnx for hurtiin miie deeply.. now tat ii dun even recognize myself animore.. everyday tryiin to maintain a cheerful smile on moii face.. jux hopiin to pull myself over all obstacles.. but the moment ii see u, moii smile fade away.. when? when will u be back?

life ishh norrt as smooth as wat u expect.. it's norrt as smooth as an escalator.. when wat u wan will jux cum.. and wat u dun wish to happen will jux go.. u gorrt to work hard for it.. tat goes to the same as studies.. if u work hard, if u perseverd, u will have make it.. ii wanna tell all of u all out there to grab hold of the opportunity in ur hand.. once u grab hold, dun let it go.. cosh u will nv noe when u will lose the one u treasure the most.. do treasure everythiin u had.. 哪怕是短占的幸福也要去珍惜。。dun wait till u lose it, den u regret.. tat's too late lerhx.. do norrt follow into the step i've walked.. now i'm totally trapped.. i'm still waitiin miserably, but wat did ii get in the end? 永久和痛苦的等待, 换来的却是辛酸和悲痛的心情。。!! 我到底做错设么？？ pls bear in mind success ishh norrt as smooth as an escalator... do treasure wat u have..

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