Monday, June 30, 2008

i'm in school now.. and seriously going bored to death.. really really really had no motivation for school this few weeks..!! what's happening to me?? it wasn't like this beforehand.. maybe its the class yeah.. and the people involving around me are all so fake.. as if ii can't differentiate hu's good and hu's bad..

having serious flu now instead of cough.. and cough still on.. and to add on to further problems, i'm having headaches now.. im just like a dead person now.. jus realise ii am such a problematic person!!

went out wiif family to celebrate sis bdae on 28th.. and ii wasn't feeling well that day either.. almost vomited on the way back home.. but still wanna wish her happy birthday yeah!! worked yesterday at front-line (meaning cashier).. and the pain and insults that ii have to take in again.. just dun understand why customers cant be more understanding.. complain like nobody's business!! have they ever thought that the similar things will happen to their own child or even to themselves??

sales was quite ok.. gss gonna end today.. got on same par wiif another colleague of mine (the other cashier side).. onlii when ii work wiif her, we will have this results.. hahas.. otherwise she'll always be winning the other cashier side!! anyway ii have thoughts on quitting already.. but moii colleagues made me have twice decision..

watever it is, ii noe they will respect my decision.. and ii guess tat's all for now.. hope my condition will be better man!! if not ii will visit a doc, PROMISED KATIE ok!!! probably not coming sch on this frii too...

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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12:10 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

it's friday again!! people tend to say TGIF!! but.... to me IT'S NOT!!! frii lessons SUX!!! hate sociology lessons man!! poor iris!! sorry but not ii dun like u, but ii dun like this course!! lucky iskandar is in moii team, otherwise I SWEAR I'LL LEAVE if he isn't in class.. today's conversation among iskandar, katie and me was hilarious..

sq say she might consider to skip class nxt fri, and ii thought it'll be great!! realli no motivation this few weeks!! and kat agreed too!! but iskandar OBJECTED and told me that I better come.. hahaas.. seems like we have the same thoughts in mind yeah.. so ISKANDAR U BETTER TELL ME IF U ARE NOT COMING HUH!! hahahahahas..

today was super pissed off with someone.. a fren that ii consider her to be a real nice fren.. sometimes, should she think of what she's gonna say before she speaks out? its not as if I owe you something or what.. yes, you can have your freedom of speech.. but don't you think some of the words u used are overboard sometimes?? asked u nicely, but u give me that kind of face.. if tat's the case, ii rather we go on seperate ways when our friendship is so fragile..

cough getting worse and worse and i've never suspect it to be a viral case or bad condition.. but kat's sentence realli got me freak out.. and ii guess im visiting the doc tmr.. no choice, i've been coughing for like 2 weeks plus already!! haiix..

younger sis birthday tmr and i've yet to get her anything.. da jiie say bring her out for lunch.. guess tat's the onlii way bahx.. should ii quit work? suddenly feel so tired.. my life is just study, work and sleep!! when can ii have a day to do my own thing??

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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3:12 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

dunno whether is the virus too strong, or my body is too weak.. have been sick recently.. it was sore throat the other time, but now was serious cough.. i'm afraid i'll cough out my lungs out one day man.. exaggerating? don't think so.. felt serious pain when ii cough.. had flu the whole night ytd.. was toturing me and ii hadn't been able to sleep well..

at that moment, ii realli felt tired.. just felt like closing my eyes and take a deep sleep.. a real deep sleep.. tons of things uncompleted.. hope to complete my pp essay asap.. but i'm so lazy to phrase it into nice words but do ii have the choice? it's my project.. 50% of my grades.. haiix..

wat's wrong with me? i'm starting to get phobia of my class.. someone makes me feel this way.. she has no sense of her wrongdoings.. and she has no intention to reflect herself to repent.. how scary can she be?? ii can't be bothered in her life.. but she got my friends involved, which makes me feel so unworth for them..

it's the 10th week of school already.. how fast can time fly huh.. 6 more weeks.. PROs and CONs ii could say.. realize all the facii ii had was really nice..

dawood, a professional and experienced facii, he's a director don't forget man!!
augustine, though getting more formal and strict during lessons, he still jokes with us and the feeling he gave us was like close friends rather den faci and student..
grace, seems like her lessons never fails to entertain us, and ii swear she's one nice facii that everyone wish to have.. cute and sweet..
iris, though that strict, she pushes one to aim for higher grades and to show their abilities during presentation..

so what am ii going to do next semester?? ii really hope to get back some of the facii like dawood next semester for sports management.. augustine, chances very low as he mentioned he'll be teaching more towards SES students.. biomechanics?? that's so boring man!! iris is in charge of DOAL course, so chances oso low.. grace is nutritionist.. so chances oso low.. haiix..

hope the remaining 6 weeks would be spend well.. fulfilling at least..

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

10:39 AM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

school reopened!! and guess what, haven't had enough rest since day one of school.. life was horrible.. had tests conducting here and there.. advisors rushing for our pp project.. facilitators setting their expectations higher.. work has been demanding.. what else.. that's how life can be..

17th of june!! A BUSY DAY FOR ME!! it was moii daddy's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! earlii morning got free ride from huiyu's ex to school.. and he drove us one big round.. @.@~~ after school had health and wellness test.. Zzzz.. time was so tight.. got out of moii class once ut was done.. didnt do well for ut.. don't even noe wat ii was thinking.. fancy me being stoopid... thought that ut onlii got 2 qns.. wasted so much time till the last 5 mins, realize that there are two other qns.. F***!!! waited for moii dad at osc to pick me up.. and off we set to changi airport to fetch moii sis!! AFTERALL, IT'S TIME SHE RETURN TO SINGAPORE!!!

well, of course ii miss moii sis!! and i'm so jealous that she tanned alot!! as usual, she shopped alot.. and she can REALLY shopped!! she spend S$7000++ on shopping in EUROPE ok!! so scary!! after picking her up, we headed to turf city to celebrate daddy's birthday.. and the route back was damn long that our stomachs were GROWLING!!! hahahas.. complaining. but when we reach there, we were so enthu.. hahahs..

we had sumptous dinner there.. fish, prawn, vege, scallop, crab.. goodness!! everything is like there for us.. gaining fats each and everyday!! but still it was worth it.. 50% off on weekdays and 30% off on weekend.. dinner ended around 8 plus, went shopping awhile and den headed home.. cut cake at 10.45 like that and that's how the day ended.. such a fulfilling day spend with everyone in moii family!! promise to upload the pics .. it's with moii sis!! hahahs..

now back to school life.. as mention, life was miserable for me.. the period of time that ii slept was even lesser than the time ii was in school.. but ii still enjoyed school life because of the great companions involved around me..

proudly to present moii besties:
BSKJ!! 30th of MAY!! NEVER TO FORGET
THE DAY THAT WE FORMED THIS NAME!!
THE DAY THAT WE BONDED TGT!!
THE DAY THAT WE TOLD EACH OTHER THAT WE SHALL BE THE BESTIES FOREVER!!
THE DAY THAT WE DO NOT FEEL LIKE SEPERATING!!

that is what gives me the motivation to school.. without them, life is like an empty shell.. no one to tell me jokes, no one to laugh, cry, bicker and talk to me.. every now and then, they occupied a small part of moii life... ii love them and will always remember them.. thanks for all the gifts from you girls.. anticipating for our plans yeah.. takaiire girls..

i'm gonna work hard.. graduate with good grades.. further moii studies and fulfill moii dreams.. wait for me yeah.. ii miss u...

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

11:59 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

can't believe time pass so fast... just one last day to school reopen.. seriously, ii haven't been getting enough rest for moii holidays... time has been so packed for me that moii freedom is totally occupied by work and school stuffs..

finally met moii CEO and interviewed him.. one big burden down.. more to go.. how you gonna write for your essay and present it well, it's still another problem.. anyway people thanks for the concern.. i'm fine.. recovering well already.. hahas..

ii was being introduced that we've got this new policy that we must greet customers regardless of any timing, thanks to this stoopid customer that mention kiddy palace staff don't have the basic manners.. sometimes ii really wonder, do they really meant well for us, or just to vent their frustrations on us.. it happens so many times.. got pissed off wiif so many customers but what to do? in business line.. THOUGH CUSTOMERS AREN'T RIGHT, WE MUST MAKE THEM FEEL THAT THEY ARE ALWAYS RIGHT! that's the customer service policy.. haiix.. ii will never go back to work at kiddy palace the moment ii resign ii swear..

after one big circle, realised it was june.. and time realli realli realli flies.. how scary it is yeah?? so many things left undone.. so many wishes yet to fulfill.. haiiiiiiiiii........

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

12:40 AM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

ii guess i'm sick.. and i'm realli sick.. 4th of june suppose to go work.. but didnt turn up.. went to see a doc.. and the doc say moii throat was really horrible.. like got tumour like that.. and ii myself can really feel the lump there.. but didn't take anti-biotic from him.. perhaps its phobia.. dislike the taste and smell of it.. ii noe its good but ii jus dun feel like taking it..

ate the whole box of strepsils and even got scolding from mum.. days kept passing and i've been doing nothing.. jus realise my life was so bored.. and i've come to terms that i'm just using work to past my time.. during weekdays i'll be schooling.. and weekends i'll be working.. and the excuse ii gave myself was just no money.. indeed but is that really what ii wish for? what is my wish? my goal? my aim?

feel so useless suddenly.. so wat bout businesswoman?? even degrees nowadays can't find a good job!! what's happening to me.. everything starts to change.. how ii wish time stop at that moment.. but ii was wrong..

its not a good day for me man... stress and burden getting heavier each and everyday.. counting to the day that ii can last...

do not ever give me hope and dash it again!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

11:17 PM

Friday, June 06, 2008

hey people.. i'm back.. this time with more updates!! went out wiif E54P besties the so called "BSKJ" group on 2nd of june since it was holidays.. hee..!! we noe ourselves yeah..

so met buanana at woodlands and sq at station.. sq was really damn slow huh.. poor katrina rotting at dobby ghaut for almost half an hour.. LOLs... went around shopping for food at plaza sing before we head to the cathay.. caught sex and the city and the show was damn hilarious.. u guys should watch it and i'm sure u will like it.. haas.. kat say there's a malay ghost movie, but was a pity it wasn't on show for cathay...

after movie headed to marina square hong kong cafe which sq and buanana kept talking about.. and its a big mistake to order the dim sum.. it was so miserable.. further orders were our yuan yang and mango snow ice.. we didn't finish the dessert all due to the dim sum and that was the main course that we wanted for... =(

as usual good things will never be missed out!! PICTURES!!!

the ambience of hong kong cafe.. we were the 2nd group of customers man!!

the lighting that buanana say that it was c0ol.. u guys think so?

our fingers.. guess who's is who.. LOL..

our yuan yang.. yummy!!

look at this.. aren't they cute??

beancurd skin with prawn.. do u guys see prawn?? felt cheated!! haas..

sq being the mother cutting for us.. hee..!!

and that's our mango snow ice!!

kat wiif her big smile~~

last but not least.. the BSKJ!! we RAWKS!!

went shopping around marina square and ii decided nv to buy any thing from creative anymore.. ii swear they sux and if got chance i'll definitely SUE them.. wait till moii sis make big.. u shall watch out..!!

happy day wiif moii cliques and more of it ii hope.. more plans to come up wiif.. will be back wiif more updates.. so stay tune yeah.. =)

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

12:12 PM

Monday, June 02, 2008

hey people!! finally it's school holidays!! and i'm back for more updates!! the day that i've waited so long.. time realli seems to fly.. 8 weeks just flew like that.. roughly knew where's moii standard in class and which module will ii excel in!! gonna work hard in that stoopid sociologysubject.. its moii weakest module now..!! have been getting lots of Bs for that!! lols..

anyway last 2nd day of school which was 29th of may, it was augustine's lesson.. and it was quite a relaxing one.. again, we managed to finish our work early, and off we headed to cwp again, this time to lerk thai for desserts!! WE CAN REALLY AFFORD HUH!! but the desserts aren't really that nice.. not worth it man!! sad.. but we had fun chit chatting la.. tat's OF COURSE!! hahaas.. the BSKJ BITCHING SESSION!! hahahas..

here's the food that we called:

6 fishballs for $2 and 4 Popiahs for $2!!

if i'm not wrong the orders were dumplings with coconut milk, mango sticky rice and ruby with ice.. lols..

and the total bill cost each of us $4.40.. damn ex la.. LOLs.. but anyway it's ok!! as long as all of us are happy and satisfied man!!

last day of school, 30th of may, was the most horrible lesson ever!! sociology obviously!! onlii 11 came, 1 left at break out 2.. and the worst thing was I WAS LATE!! DAMN IT!! if not because of Augustine's meeting, i'll definitely PON la.. WTH!! buanana say "I" CAN AFFORD, so it's ok.. lol.. hope so bahx.. class ended damn earlii that day!! 3 if i'm not wrong.. the earliest lesson ever.. 2 teams onli..

random pic:

katrina baby helped me with it.. nice?

after lesson as usual the bskj gather together again!! this time round at cafe esplanade.. and guess what? we had our BEN'S & JERRY ice-cream!! yummy!! buanana called the dublin mudslide.. taste was quite ok yeah.. and we really enjoyed ourselves.. eat like nobody's business!! and it was so nice to find someone who enjoys the same dessert with you!! especially when ben's and jerry is so ex and it's like heaven!! hahahas..

here's the ben's and jerry pic!!

now that school holidays arrived, been plunging myself into working.. and results in an overstress mode.. limbs and thighs hurt.. and stomach too!! CRAMPS!! horrible!! and while working today, came across this customer.. stoopid!! complain about us that her card declined and say we refused to call the bank to clarify the matter for her!!

HELLO PLS LA!!! it's ur own card, u overdrafted and still dare to yaya papaya over there mentioning it's our fault.. give me face somemore.. u lucky moii mood at tat time was still quite ok.. if not ii sure give u face back!! nb think ii scared.. crazii people.. say our service bad just because we nv help u call the bank!! it's your own responsibilities can..

dun understand why are there such people nowadays.. brain dunno use for wat one... mood spoiler of the day man!!!

ANYWAY IT'S ONE OF MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY TODAY!! SO HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MABEL! THE LAST YEAR OF THE 1 in front le!! next year 20 le.. MUST ENJOY URSELF YEAH!!

_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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