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Monday, July 11, 2005


all right... i'm here to update agaiin lorhx.. haiix... as usual have to go to sch in the morniin.. siian... but due to some reasons... which i can't say it at here... i saw him early in the morniin... walkiin out from the canteen... and den he see miie he walk back to the canteen... wat ishh this? can u stop fooliin miie le? I'm verii tired le.. everytiime i wan to forget u, u appear.. everytime i wan to let go u gave miie hints.. or watsoever which i dunnoe... wat are u tryiin to tell miie? can u juz tell miie once and ferr all... I'm realli verii tired le.. I dunn have the energy and strength to walk down this miserable road alone anymore...

somehow i reallii feel it's norrt worth doiin sho much thiings ferr euu... but wat to do.. ai yi ge jiu shi zhe yang de... u wun noe wat u are doiin... cosh love ishh blind.. If u love that person juz let him go... cosh it's no point wantiin him to stay beside u but his heart ishh norrt wiif u... but most importantly ishh if u have found ur happiness, pls pls pls treasure it properly... dunn like miie now.. dun even noe wat i'm doiin now... watever i'm doiin ishh useless de... ishh nothiin de.. cosh he wun noe... sho wat if he noes? will he still like miie? haiix... forget it bahx... I'm realli tired le... pls pls pls dunn make a fool of miie anymore.. i dun wish to be the foolish miie anymore... i realli wan to give up le.. I'm tired le... no point i'm here sufferiin and u there enjoyiin urself...

everytiime u mix around wiif the giirls i will feel veri sad.. veri heartbroken... but i learn to forgive and forget.. I onlii regret if that time i tell u moii xin li hua.. we wun be like that anymore... I juz have to blame myself ferr norrt sayin out... If i did maybe thiings will norrt happen to be like this le... but it's over le... since secc 1 till now.. It's been 3 and a half years le... i dunnch noe how long can i still wait... but although i say i give up le, but i still realli hope that u will turn back... cosh i'm always here waitiin ferr euu!! waitiin ferr u to say u niid miie... tat will be the day i'm waiitiin ferr...

realli realli wish that that day will cum thru... realli hope u wun disappoint miie... moii frenx told miie to be more yong gan... and i think they're right.. i muz stay strrong... I muz norrt cry anymore le... DIE DAO LE JIU YAO PA QI LAI!! [ sho wo hui yong gan de jian chi xia qu!! Bu guo wo yao rang ni zhi dao, wo shi bu hui bian xin de!! Wo Hui Yong Yuan De Deng Zhe Ni ]...

ferr now i dare norrt pin on anythiin but juz hope that moii academics will improve.. I will now concentrate on moii studies le... It's aprox 20 more days to moii prelims... sho i will work harrd ferr it de... say ishh useless muz make some effort... sho i think it's time ferr miie to stop le...


!!~~ No matter wat happens, I'm always here ferr ya ~~!!


_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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