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Saturday, April 01, 2006


hi people.. sorrie to keep u all on waitiin for moii new updates.. realli sorrie, though ii always say ii will be back ASAP but ii did norrt..

well moii life isn't verii nice leadiin duriin this month.. ii had been quite stress and tat means ii am realli busii till ii dun even have much time for chit chat and online stuffs.. remedials and supplementaries kiip on addiin on.. makiin miie have lesser time to complete the task ii had.. as a result, ii gorrt to stay back almost everyday in school till 5+, 6 to complete moii work and assignments..

there has been so manii doubts ii yet had to clear bout moii work and stuffs.. but ii was didn't have the time to ask moii chers.. either ishh they aren't free, or it's miie.. ii guess this term i'm realli disappointed wiif all moii test goiin on.. it hadn't come to wat ii expect and ii guess ii didn't fare realli well, gorrt to work doubly hard lerhx.. ii told myself ii can do it, but in the end ii always cant.. wat realli happen to miie? wat exactly happen to miie?

den ii realised ishh jux bcosh ii cant get over u.. u had always been in moii mind.. lookiin on moii frens and jiie.. the way guys hurt them, ii recalled u and miie.. the way u treated miie too.. it ishh exactly the same.. in the first place we were together verii happily, talk, chat, laugh, joke.. but till end of year the nxt yr back.. everythiin changed.. u retained.. and u no longer talk to me.. everythiin jux change like tat.. ur attitude towards miie.. we're like completely strangers now.. ii dun even dare to say a hi to u now.. even if we walk pass each other, u dun even bother to laugh or say a hi to miie.. u jux walk pass like tat..

do u noe moii heart breaks? do u noe tat i'm cryiin everyday night? y cant u sense tat? y can u jux forget it so easily and mix around wiif different gerls everyday? wat happen to u? ii dun even noe u animore.. u're norrt the innocent and cheerful guy ii noe lerhx.. u've changed to a mischievious and undisciplined guy le.. it reallli saddened miie.. u left miie all by moii side in this miserable road.. u left miie there without rescuiin miie.. 4 yrs+ le.. and im still waitiin.. ii ask myself y am ii so foolish? y mux ii wait for u? the reason ishh bcosh ii fallen to deep le.. and ii cant get myself out of this shadow.. tat's the reason..

but why.. y can u jux let go so easily.. ii realised miie and jiie totally had the same situation.. they jux leave us here alone.. den they happily lead their own life.. they threw this key too deep into the sea lerhx.. deep till they cant find it and intend to give up.. whereas us, still continue waitiin.. waitiin miserably.. as they're the onlii key to our heart.. i'm so miserable now.. days and nights i've been cryiin.. recalliin back.. ii realise i'm realli too foolish.. realli realli hope u will turn ur head back one day.. laugh, smile,chat, joke wiif miie.. but no, u didnt.. u jux left miie alone all by myself..

ii hate it.. moii heart aches.. see how my jiie get hurts, it jux recall all bout miie and u.. y mux u do this to miie? thnx for hurtiin miie deeply.. now tat ii dun even recognize myself animore.. everyday tryiin to maintain a cheerful smile on moii face.. jux hopiin to pull myself over all obstacles.. but the moment ii see u, moii smile fade away.. when? when will u be back?

life ishh norrt as smooth as wat u expect.. it's norrt as smooth as an escalator.. when wat u wan will jux cum.. and wat u dun wish to happen will jux go.. u gorrt to work hard for it.. tat goes to the same as studies.. if u work hard, if u perseverd, u will have make it.. ii wanna tell all of u all out there to grab hold of the opportunity in ur hand.. once u grab hold, dun let it go.. cosh u will nv noe when u will lose the one u treasure the most.. do treasure everythiin u had.. 哪怕是短占的幸福也要去珍惜。。dun wait till u lose it, den u regret.. tat's too late lerhx.. do norrt follow into the step i've walked.. now i'm totally trapped.. i'm still waitiin miserably, but wat did ii get in the end? 永久和痛苦的等待, 换来的却是辛酸和悲痛的心情。。!! 我到底做错设么？？ pls bear in mind success ishh norrt as smooth as an escalator... do treasure wat u have..


_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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