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Saturday, June 07, 2008


ii guess i'm sick.. and i'm realli sick.. 4th of june suppose to go work.. but didnt turn up.. went to see a doc.. and the doc say moii throat was really horrible.. like got tumour like that.. and ii myself can really feel the lump there.. but didn't take anti-biotic from him.. perhaps its phobia.. dislike the taste and smell of it.. ii noe its good but ii jus dun feel like taking it..

ate the whole box of strepsils and even got scolding from mum.. days kept passing and i've been doing nothing.. jus realise my life was so bored.. and i've come to terms that i'm just using work to past my time.. during weekdays i'll be schooling.. and weekends i'll be working.. and the excuse ii gave myself was just no money.. indeed but is that really what ii wish for? what is my wish? my goal? my aim?

feel so useless suddenly.. so wat bout businesswoman?? even degrees nowadays can't find a good job!! what's happening to me.. everything starts to change.. how ii wish time stop at that moment.. but ii was wrong..

its not a good day for me man... stress and burden getting heavier each and everyday.. counting to the day that ii can last...

do not ever give me hope and dash it again!!


_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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11:17 PM