Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Hmmmx.... todae moii go school... wah bery cold... how i wiish he was there fer moii... butt... haiix.... kinda sad.... alot of thiings happen recently.... and it makes moii feel sad when i thiink it... esp bout li hua de thiing... cuz till now she neber cum to sch... dunnoe whether she is avoidiing moii norrt...? haiix... but of cuz i wun thiink anymore bout thiis issue le... cuz alot of ppl console moii... say it's over le.... and i thiink it's true... it's realli over le... cry oso no use... onlii can learnt our lesson... norrt to put our valuable belongiings anywhere.... moii de clz gorrt stealer... everybody noes hu they r... sho scary... haiix.... but wat to do..? bo biian lorhxz... haiix.... den next... results... wat farking shiit i get for moii results...? eng as the most important sub i failed!! stoopid... den humans faiil oso... haiix... failed by 10 marks.. compared to all thiis tiime round i did realli betta fer moii humans le... realli betta alot... i used to gett 10 plus or less den 20 fer humans... but now at least gorrt a 40... haiix...
Suddenly gorrt a strong feeling i will lose hiim.... realli very scare... i realli wish that ishh wat i thiink onlii... and it's not going to cum true... realli scared....!!!! the way he mix wiif his fwenx... i realli scared... he already went the wrong path siince the day he retaiin... haiix.... and he was beiing influenced by bad companies... from the first day i knew hiim... he wasn't liike thiis de.... dunnch noe why becum liike thiis.... we were sho good terms in secc 1... tok and laugh together... fight and quarrel but always becum fwenx in awhile lata... i realli regret norrt gettiing his hiints... realli very sad... iif i have one wiish, i wan to turn back the tiime to secc 1... that is the most happy moment of moii liife.... tokiing and laughiing together wiif hiim realli brighten ups moii day.... he gave moii the strength to study hard... everyday cum to school see hiim makes moii feel sho happy.... but happy thiings will sure cum to a stop de.... and thiis is when he retaiins.... everythiing change 360° change... realli very sad at that moment... dunnoe why we become liike strangers le... see each other oso dunn dare to tok... wat happen?? we were norrt liike thiis de... haiix.... moii heart realli hurts... very paiin... everyniight when i can't get to slp i will recall all thiis thiings.... and tears began to fall non-stop... it realli saddened moii!!!
[[ This ishh wat i wrote fer euu de ]]~
I dunnch noe how to tell euu i lurbx euu...
but it hurrts moii to see euu wiib oth3r giirls...
everytime euu walk pass moii...
i realli wish to tell euu i lurbx euu...
but i dunnch hab the courage...
i'm afraiid thiings will change...
and i can n3b3r see euu agaiin...
but i will n3b3r forget euu...
euu cause moii to lurbx euu...
ther3for3 moii lurbx fer euu will n3b3r chang3...
no matter wat happens...
i wannch euu to noe that...
there will always be moii...
as i will always b3 th3r3 waiiting fer euu...
waiiting fer euu to tell moii euu niid moii....
that ishh the day i will be waitiing forr...
i dunnch miind waiiting till the day i diie...
cause i noe that my lurbx forr euu will n3b3r chang3...
If u happen to see it dunnch avoiid moii k... i dunnch miind beiing fwenx wiib euu onlii... but at least we still can tok... sho pls dun do anymore thiings to make moii feel sad le... moii heart already hab a big hole le.... i realli wiish that euu can see wat i wrote... realli wiish that there will be another chance fer moii... 'NA PA SHI NA ME YI DIAN DIAN XI WANG, WO DOU HUI QU ZHENG QU'.... although chances are sliim, i will still waiit fer euu de.... cuz i can neber get out the shadow of euu le.... my heart goes out to euu le... sho no matter wat happen there will always be moii waiiting fer euu.... waitiing fer euu to say u niid moii.... that ishh the day i will be waitiing fer...!!!
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