Tuesday, July 12, 2005
haiix.. verii long no use this colour le.. blue.. moii favourite colour.. and oso orange!! blue and orange RAWKS!! thiss two colours represent miie... moii feeliin, moii mood and moii temper... time passes realli fast... juz a bliink of eyes, i'm in secc 4 le.. haviin moii N this yr... juz had moii oral yesterday... and that oral totally sux man!! realli verii sux!! the picture description was damn tough!! sho little things to tok about... and den i kiip shiveriin.. haiix... the examiner ask qns muz repeat herself... die liao lorhx... but cannot blame miie mahx... it was rainiin lorhx... den she speak sho soft... how can listen? haiix... den the thunder struck onlii, moii mind blank already siia... haiix... sad... oral sure die de lorhx...
den lata conversation oso dunnoe wat i tokiin... all anyhow blurt out... haiix... if i am takiin the musical instrument de sure gud lorhx.. haiix... but wat done cannot be undone le... sho forget it lorhx... now muz workk harrd ferr prelims le.. it's juz 20 more days lorhx...time realli pass verii fast... now i'm runniin out of time le... sho muz realli make use of the remainiin time to buck up... i already missed once duriin moii psle... i regretted... i regretted norrt puttiin in much effort and that's why i end up in N.A stream... sho i dunn wish to miss once more.. i dunn wan to go ITE!! i wan to promote to secc 5.. i wan to aim ferr JC... can i? [ if there's a will, there's a way]... i hope i realli can make it... being in the top 10 ishh wat i always aim ferr!! hope that day will cum thru...
tests have been on recently... esp e-maths.. realli cannot afford to make any careless mistakes.. cosh thats the most important subject i'm aimiin ferr.. moii most confidence subject i'm aimiin ferr an A1... and moii chi and a-maths.. these 3 subjects i'm aimiin ferr an A1... sho muz kiip on practice.. but realli afraid of moii a-maths.. dunnoe whether i can cope anot... those qns seems sho tough de... haiix.... everythiin seems so contradictory... realli realli hope i am able to promote to secc 5...
bout bgr.. i've given up hope le... but i've norrt given up on him... i dunn pin ferr any more hopes on him le... i juz wan to concentrate on moii studies now... cosh whether i am able to promote to secc 5 juz see miie le... and i wann to workk harrd... sho i've chosen moii path le... although it's a verii painful decision, but i will endure it de.. i will strive till the end de... once this toture ishh over, moii future will norrt be sho miserable anymore... i dunn wish ferr more.. juz by seeiin u happi, i will be happii too...
[ a message ferr euu ]:
promise miie that u will study harrd...
promise miie that u will norrt go to the wrong path...
promise miie that u will norrt hurrt miie anymore...
promise miie that u will norrt give miie anymore hints...
promise miie that u will promote to secc 4 nxt yr...
promise miie that u will be a good student...
promise miie that u will strive hard...
promise miie that u will get good results..
promise miie that u will find ur happiness asap...
promise miie that u will be as happy as ever...
[ this will be the day that i will leave wiif no worries and walk into moii happiness without u ]...
no matter wat happens, moii love ferr u will neber stop...
cosh moii feeliins ferr u ishh too deep le..
i'm juz hopiin that u will norrt go into the wrong path...
pls promise miie to be as good as the secc 1 u...
and pls study harrd ferr ur future...
pls take gud care of urself... i will always be there ferr ya if u niid miie....
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