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Saturday, October 01, 2005


ok people.. i'm back lerhx.. haiix.. too much of things happen recently lerhx.. realli lotx of things.. i think i'm gonna go bonkers le.. haiix.. i oso dunno how to say.. maybe moii to sistax, cory and scze we will noe bahx.. cosh they are the two who i always confide moii troubles in.. yupx.. but u all no niid go ask them moii secrets.. cosh they will never tell u de.. that one i can assure u.. hahax...


well i dunnoe wat to say.. but i noe i think alot of people begin to noe miie le.. haiix.. and i think alot of hatred will be brought over miie.. i noe this ishh norrt the end yet.. there will be more stuffs.. 29.09.05 i was shock.. when i discover somethiin.. which i can't say it out here.. well..i oso dunno why people will suspect.. it's norrt wat to i expect.. i didn't noe that they were too.. haiix..i dunno how to say la.. but i think they wrote too overboard le..


maybe bcosh of too many ppl bahx.. den u noe.. fights and misunderstandiins will occur.. do u think i have the time to pose ppl.. or go and create an acc ferr him.. or watsoever.. lolx.. i dun have ok.. i hate those people hu thinks that they are the one hu ishh sho close den act act that kind.. sho do u think i will go do that? fine if u think i am.. but why go pollute his tagboard? wun it make the matter worse.. u all were confused.. whether that's him.. wat if it's realli him.. wat will happen.. u all are sho childish.. can't u all be more sensible..


maybe after moii post.. more things will cum in.. aiya.. cum la.. i'm prepared ferr it lerhx.. i jux noe.. moii life had always been sho miserable.. realli.. i didn't noe whether in the start i went to the right path anot.. i am sho confused now.. people will think that i'm verii wat.. go and cheat people's feeliin.. fine if u think so.. but please do u all think u are betta den miie.. think before u act can anot? if i were the one sayiin this to u all.. hw will u all feel? moii heart now verii pain.. i'm sho miserable.. i think i'm gonna fall sick le.. and it's realli sick.. i cannot hold on any longer le.. this matter one day dun solve, moii heart will be more 'bu an ning'... reallii...


i have no more time to go and think of those things le.. whether u all believe anot.. it's up to u.. and it's realli verii fustratiin and sickeniin.. do u all noe that? 1 more day to moii n level le.. am i ready ferr the battle? i oso dunnoe that.. wat i noe ishh, if i fail to promote that will be the end of moii life.. no niid to think further... moii dreams will be CRASHED!! seriously.. i'm aimiin ferr a betta life.. betta school.. but why? why can't i get moii expectations? why ishh heaven sho unfair? why am i treated till like this? why people onlii see the bad side of miie.. why people always think that i'm cheerful... I'M NOT!! I'M REALLY NOT!!


moii heart ishh BLEEDINGG! can anyone of u sense that? it's realli deep hurt.. the wound ishh realli bad.. i'm lost.. being captured in a faraway land.. how i wish i was never born out.. how i wish i was never existed.. how i wish from the start i knew nothiin.. and from there onwards, i wun be sho miserable le.. i'm verii sick now.. i hope on mon moii n levels it will be a successful one..


till here i shall write.. everyone pls do take care.. especially to all moii sistax.. sorrie.. realli sorrie.. i noe i neglected u all alot.. bel and puii.. sorrie.. sho long no tok to u all lerhx.. sorrie.. and cory and scze we i promised u all i will be back on nov kk.. sorrie.. realli sorrie.. pls forgive miie.. selena.. sorrie oso.. always bothered u when u are busii.. sorrie.. i understand.. i hope he wun get affected.. help miie apologize to him oso.. ishh moii fault.. realli sorrie..


to whomever i'm offended.. realli sorrie.. sometimes i cannot control myself..to all takiin n level students this cumiin mon pls rmb to bring ur entry prove!! and takkaire of urself.. dun fall sick.. to all takiin o level students.. 29 more days... pls jiayou!! make urself proud.. and prove miss cheah WRONG!! everyone pls take care yahx.. till here.. [ will be moii last entry till 11.10.05 ]...


i will be back soon.. no worries..
cheerz,
Jeannie...


_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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