Sunday, October 23, 2005
haiix.. suddenly feel like bloggiin.. so i'm back.. and f3rr n0w.. ii am still that sad.. everybody sorrie.. ii dunno why.. ii realli verii sad.. other den weijian de elimination.. ii had never been so sad b3fore.. haiix.. ii'm realli verii sad.. thnx f3rr all the consoles that uu all had given miie.. and moii closest frens.. thnx ferr all the concern... u gals are great.. realli thnx..
this morniin when ii wake up she had been in moii mind.. the verii first thing when ii open moii eyes, ii will recall bout wat i've heard that day.. and ii will start thinkiin bout her.. and that tears will jux kiip flowiin down.. and yepp.. this applies the same when ii wan to sleep.. yesterday didn't realli had a gud rest.. after listeniin to wat happen.. ii realli had no mood to do anythiin.. ytd wanted to celebrate moii bdae wiif moii family members.. but in the end no.. now ii oso dun dare to go friendster and her blog le.. cosh it will make miie reminds of her.. but still i went to her blog.. haiix...
no more mood to do anythiin.. celebrations all cancelled.. by right ii shuld be celebratiin moii bdae wiif her happily de. but haiix.. n0w ii guess forget it lerhx.. ii realli wanna thnx all the ppl hu send miie msg yesterday.. moii hp was like goiin to burst ler.. flooded wiif concern msgs.. thnx.. realli thnx.. and ferr this ii think i'm norrt gonna sms this few days le.. cosh moii msg BURST liao.. omg.. haiix..
and den jux now.. actually wan go celebrate wiif moii frenx de.. they wan go eat sakae sushi.. in the end ii no go.. cosh too far le.. at orchard ii tot at cwp onlii.. somemore moii eyes now oso so swollen.. verii pain arhx.. *ouch ouch*.. haiix.. den jux now msg raine.. wan to cherish her more now.. ii dun wan the same thing to happen le.. realli verii guilty.. now wan to say sorrie oso no chance.. onlii can ask raine to accept moii apologies.. on behalf of her sista..
they're goiin back to taiwan le.. and they're bringiin her back.. ii will miss selena so much de.. ii will realli miss her so much.. although ii noe her n0rrt long.. around 2 months onlii.. but ii realli had a great time tokiin to her.. sms her.. online chat wiif her.. she ishh considered one of moii best frenx.. a pity ii never had a chance to go out wiif her.. tt applies why i'm so guilty.. thnx fer askiin raine to give miie the pig.. thnx alot.. thnx ferr everythiin u've done ferr miie... and after they're goiin back to taiwan ii will not get to see her agaiin.. onlii raine.. haiix.. selena ii will realli miss u.. i'm gonna miss u so much.. i'm goiin to faint le i guess.. haiix...
i'm realli sorrie.. realli wanted to go out wiif u.. still planiin to celebrate wiif u on moii b'dae.. but it's so unfair.. haiix.. ii realli hope u will take gud care of urself.. may god bless u whereever u are.. ii will cherish raine more de.. ii will make ammends nxt time.. realli a millions of sorrie to u.. ii still dunno how to break the news to weijian..ii realli verii scare.. verii scare.. to everyone pls stay strong.. although ii will cry.. but ii will pull myself through.. as life still nids to go long.. ii wun let myself go sick de..
now ii wan to work.. ii wan to kiip myself as busii as possible.. and den ii wun think of so many things le.. ii will work and work and work.. jux hope that ii wun fall sick that's it le.. one gud news.. *the pasta ppl call miie le.. can start work soon le*.. so peeps pls takkaiire when i'm n0rrt around.. sorrie and realli sorrie.. WORKING LIFE isn't easii.. but when u niid money u had to bear wiif it.. no choice.. to ppl hu wan to visit at moii workiin place ii will contact wiif u all de.. no worries.. hope everythiin goes smoothly ferr miie..
ps selena.. ii will work hard.. ii will study hard.. tt ishh moii promise to u.. ii will still aim ferr the sch tt u wanted to go too.. provided that ii can go.. but ii promise uu ii will work hard.. zhe shi wo dui ni de cheng nuo.. so ii will study hard de.. pls take gud care of urself.. ii will pray ferr u de..
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