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Friday, October 06, 2006


suddenly ii felt that this world ishh sho scary.. u wouldnt have noe tat even ur closest friend might hate u, betray u or even backstabbed u... this world ishh sho contradictiin.. everybody can't be trusted.. hu in this world ishh ur real buddy? hu ishh the someone whom u can totally trust and be wiif?? have u all found ur ans..?? if haven betta hurry up.. the truth will light up one day de.. u can hide for one day, two day.. but u can never hide for ever.. be true to urself.. have a clear conscience jiu ok lerhx.. haiix.. i'm now throroughly exhausted.. the feeliin ishh like all moii energy has been sucked up.. this ishh all due to the irp lessons.. haiix...

time had been runniin out lerhx.. i'm onlii left wiif 23 days to o lvls le.. see how tight moii time ishh... i'm tryiin so hard to mug.. but ii seriously find tat the irp in school was a total waste of time.. it's all tutorial lessons.. no lectures at all.. ii rather have lectures.. so tat ii wun fall alseep duriin those tutorials.. and the worst thing ishh they kiip giviin us so manii hw to do.. haiix.. each and everyday there's a new set of work comiin up.. yesterday's work haven clear, todae come a new pile.. moii homework has never been endiin.. esp maths.. mountains and mountains of it.. all this has been pressurizing miiex.. ii no longer can breathe le.. i'm realli tired.. feel like jux lettiin everythin go and take a good rest..

but ii can't.. time ishh runninn out.. each time ii feel like giviin up.. there ishh a strong sense of feelin tat ask miiex norrt too.. everybody tells miiex it's the last lap le.. ii noe too.. tt's y i'm tryiin.. i'm struggliin.. o lvls realli isnt tat nice.. haiix... gotten back moii report book todae.. moii results ishh atrocious.. one look at it, ii feel like closiin it.. or at most throw into the rubbish bin.. haiix.. totally ashame of moii results.. this shouldn't be the results i'm gettiin.. jux dunno y so manii of moii frenx are so smart.. one look at their report book 2 - 4 A1s.. for goodness sake.. when can ii ever be like them..?? ii guess in moii nxt lifetime bahx..

OCTOBER'S ARRIVED!! time flies.. and there's so manii ppl bdae falliin at october.. includiin moii own bdae.. haiix.. but i'm nt gonna mention how ppl's bdae fall on october here la.. it's gonna be a list if ii do tat.. lols... todae's mid-autumn festival.. which ii dun even have anii mood to go play candles or fireworks.. the feeliin isn't there.. this year de ocassion ishh so boriin.. haiix.. well tmr's pui man's bdae worx.. dunno how can we sisters celebrate for her.. her time's never free for us.. sobx..

alright guess i'm gonna stop here... ii shall go mug now lerhx.. when ii will be back to blog ii oso dunno.. may one week after? or maybe after moii o's.. i'm oso norrt sure.. lols..


_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

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