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Saturday, December 05, 2009


it's been seriously long since i've last update my blog..
my life is in a total mess now, totally upside down.
with me doing things that i cannot imagine too.

school seems a toture to me now.
no motivation, no interest, no good grades, nothing!
the thought of fyp worsened my whole mood.
collation of results undone,
literature review uncompleted,
not even 1 of the 10 logbook handed up to allen,
report in a total mess,
what's happening to me?

and congratulations to myself,
my laptop officially died on me,
adapter spoilt and i nearly had an electric shock for goodness sake.
no choice but to purchase one,
battery as well, now i'll make sure i'll take care of both!

holidays coming up!!
it's like FINALLY the big word.
but it sounds indifferent to me.
don't ask me why.
someone says i'm deeply hurt.
someone says indignant is the word to describe me.
someone says i shall just ignore the past
someone says i should fight till the end.
sometime i feel, how nice could it be if i were to have all the actions listed above,
i thought i do have,
but i was wrong.
the moment i start to recall,
tears just start to fall.
i don't know why...

why is my reflection someone i don't know?


_.:^"^:._ wishiin f0r miracles t0 happen _.:^"^:._

Jeannie was here @

11:47 PM